I know im supposed to be focused on finishin up my verses on "Move On" and "Overdose on life" but I been readin Abreviated Dreams/Extended Nightmares, and the more and more Chazz(Haha thats funny!!! Big ups to Charles Hamilton) talked about him wanting to find love, the more and more i thought about the love of my own.........
I gotta good girl, a damn good girl, and she deserves more from me. More time, more affection, more everything I can possibly give her. She loves me more than anything, and when I look at her, I can tell. I can honestly see all the love she has for me when I look in her eyes. She's all you could possibly want in a girl. She loves me for me, she supports me no matter what, she's my biggest fan, she's independent with her own money, and the only thing she wants in return is for me to love her back, and achieve my goals......Thats wifey material.
I been lettin' her down lately though. She won't tell me that, but I can tell. I know its only because she wants me to do better, but all Im focused on is school and music. I just dont know sometimes. Somedays i just wanna call it quits, and just move on, then she looks me in my eyes and I can see the love she has for me and I know I wont be able to find that anywhere else.(Sounds corny I know trust me.)
Damn. Sometimes I listen to that Beyonce' song and just zone......cause thats how I really feel. Somedays I dont know why she loves me, and thats how I know I love her more than my next breath(Even cornier, I know.)
Im gettin ready to call my baby now.(smiles, thinking of her.)
I'll catch yall L8R.
Out.
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"That's the way love goes." -Janet Jackson.
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